Love Doesn't Love Me (song i wrote)

this train is roaring through my head,
today, feeling like i'am dead,
all my colours in my life,fade away to black and white,
lying here tonight,staring at the ground...

i'am a mess,all over the floor,
i've gone and put my foot in it like so many times before,
of course there is "someone else"
what am i thinking?
love doesn't love me.

am i too moody,
am i too broody,
am i too out there,
sorry that i've gotta care,wish i could,turn the switch on this thing you call a "heart",
wait...is mine still beating?

of course is it,
i'm feeling it,
i'm feeling sick,
and i'm lying on the bathroom floor,
the showers running but this ain't funny,
i'am staring down at the floor again.

i'am a mess,
all over the floor,
i've gone and put my foot in it like so many times before,
of course there is "someone else"
what am i thinking?
love doesn't love me,
i'm misery's company,

i'am a mess,
all over the floor,
i've gone and put my foot in it like so many times before,
of course there is "someone else"
what am i thinking?
love doesn't love me.
neither do you.